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i Don't Feel Alone Anymore

by Pullin' Daisies

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Solidus77 Really digging this, reminds me of very early Front Bottoms (my favorite of their stuff) with some Hobo Johnson sad shit. Keep it up. Favorite track: I'm Average.
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1.
I'm Average 03:02
I'm average at best Call me an asshole I like to stress About everybody other than me and I see that you just don't love me Anymore Im average at best Call me a douche bag I'm not depressed I'm just in denial Cause every single night that I try to fall asleep I'm haunted by your laugh and your breath that used to warm my cheek And I'm sick of thinking about your smile And I'm sick of the way you used to make me feel And I'm sick of reciting everything you've ever said to me And I'm sick of using weed as a form of anxiety Medicine I'm average at best Call me an asshole I like to stress About my future But my future is starting to seem less and less promising I'm average at best Call me if you need me I don't hate you, but in a sense I do I hate the fact that I'll never see our wedding day And I hate the fact that I'll never look at you the same way And I hate how our conversations seem so short And I hate the fact that you don't call me anymore Yet I miss your voice I miss the smell of our sheets After we made love and you said to me I love you I'm average at best I'm average at best I'm average at best I'm average at best
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So can you tell me that I'm stronger than what I think Soaked brown hair, bright blue eyes, watching water run down the drain But can you blame me, my hair is turning grey and I'm only 18 Expectations and fucked up opinions of how I should already be My Mother told me when I was younger to follow your dreams Be an artist or a writer or whatever you want to be But did it work out Did I listen to the stories I was told Just cram school down your throat Until the only thing I believe in is letting go I'll let life go down the fucking drain Let life slip through the cracks while I'm stuck in a daydream Just questioning reality Feeling as if I'm wasting away Can you feel the pressure weighing down on your shoulders Breaking you down onto your knees Just watch as the water runs down the drain Just like all of your hopes and dreams I'll let life go down the fucking drain But feel no pain But feel no pain Always stuck in a constant daydream Just questioning my hopes and dreams
3.
So what happens When it tastes like water When it tastes like nothing when it touches your lips And the weight on the shoulders to keep the smile that barely fits Your cheekbones are growing tired Growing exhausted from the memories that lie there And the escapes that are no longer available Make you realize no one ever seemed to care for you But your makeup is running And I know you've spent so many hours on it I know I'm not a perfect man I'm just an average kid with no long term plans So how much do you expect from me Don't you worry I'll wipe the tears from your cheek So what happens When you go numb When your body no longer feels like your own So what happens when you are crying With no one but your empty bed to call your home And the darkness seems to be your only friend The only one who seems to fully care So when you cry And hope to die He will follow you closely and always be by your side But your makeup is running And I know you've spent so many hours on it I know I'm not a perfect man I'm just an average kid with no long term plans So how much do you expect from me Don't you worry I'll wipe the tears from your cheek So how could I be all that you want Cause I am nothing at all And I know That I'll let you down Since when did you care if I fall to the ground Blood soaked sheets My liver beat From all the substances it contains Dreaming of a day where I feel absolutely no more pain At all
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How does it make you feel Does it hide the feeling that feel unreal What's that on your lips It's a cigarette that gives me coughing fits Just watch it burn Burn so slow Self deprivation is all I know I bet the blood tastes sweet I bet you still think of me when you fall asleep Sweet dreams Can you hear my words Write a song with a poetic verse Yet my poems Will never be as good as hers So please tell me a lie Please tell me I'm not wasting my time Tell me these new habits Won't one day take my life Just watch it burn Burn so slow Self deprivation is all I know I bet the blood tastes sweet I bet you still think of me when you fall asleep Sweet dreams
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Lost Senses 05:10
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It's like poetry These words You've heard them all before With every single verse With every single chord pattern possible Cause I'm not original I'm subpar average at best Feel like a copycat of some other guy's music My sound is kind of bland My voice could certainly use a helping hand But I am trying the absolute best that I can I hope you can appreciate I say sorry a lot I just want everyone to like me Try to please the crowd so nobody can see That I'm hurting on the inside But I swear to God I'm not that bad of a guy Just had to many people fuck me over I don't even try Cause I'm not original I'm subpar average at best Feel like a copycat of some other guy's music My sound is kind of bland My voice could certainly use a helping hand But I am trying the best that I can I hope you can appreciate My words My voice My simply constructed poetic verse My failed attempt at being heard I talk real loud I seem to shut everyone out And I just can't seem to find myself Cause I'm not original I'm subpar average at best Feel like a copycat of some other guy's music My sound is kind of bland My voice could certainly use a helping hand But I am trying the best that I can I hope you can appreciate me

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released May 31, 2019

Thank you to everyone that gave me the motivation to create this EP; Anthony, Jalyn, Griffin, Ryan & Brandon. Much love my doods.

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