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Pause, Resume, Repeat

by Pullin' Daisies

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So let's talk About everything You wish you'd said & everything you never meant Let's talk About the birds & the bee's & how they loved eachother Forever & ever Let's talk about your hair & how it used to be so long Let's talk about the time that I shaved all of mine off Let's just talk So lets pause Resume Cycle repeats Drink away the memories x4 So let's sleep Till we're older So we don't have to cry Cause i've only ever seen my dad do it two times in my life My soul is tainted My body's numb Rule of thumb Don't drink & drive Cause it may end your life Let's just talk About your hair And how it used to be so fucking long Let's talk about the time that I shaved all of mine off Let's just talk Please So the cycle doesn't repeat again Press pause
2.
Lonely night terrified of my own skin That it may bleed again Cut me open & see what's within Nothing Hollow shell of a man who is still yet growing But doesn't know what he'll grow into Hopefully the good outweighs the bad Maybe I'll end up just like my dad 80 hours a week Working 2 full time jobs just to support his family Most times I feel like a burden To my Mom, Dad, my friends and even society Im sorry Break me apart at the seems Make my body bleed Blood, sweat & tears for this dream I hope to achieve Imma make you proud of me Let me know that I am whole again That I'm growing into the person You always said I'd be I want to be whole again I need to come out of my turtle shell I'm trapped in this turtle shell
3.
Star Gazing 02:38
The sky looks... The stars look bright today How do the stars look from where you are Because from where I'm sitting they look really nice But from where you're laying I bet they seem really far How does the ground feel, I bet really cold As the water begins to seep through your clothes Now you're soaked from head to toe Cold to the bone How does Hell feel, I hope to never know I bet it's warm, but the stars seem to grow Smaller & smaller the farther you get I bet they don't seem as pretty as they once did So how do the stars look They look very bright From where I'm sitting I can't see any in the sky tonight
4.
I just need time To sort out the things in my life Take a deep breath Relax Breathe in oxygen Focus on me If not on me Focus on something Cause something is better than nothing At all These thoughts in my head are driving me crazy Bringing me down I can't seem so shut them out This constant cycle It begins to repeat Heart skips a beat Focus on me If not on me Focus on something Cause something is better than nothing Nothing seems so scary Yet darkness is my best friend He likes to come around & strip me of oxygen My lungs collapse As I plead for air I can see him there I can see him there I don't know what to say I can't say anything at all As I begin to fall As I begin to fall DOWN
5.
Cycle Begins 04:15
Space out Watch time go by Every second passed, simply wasting away my life I see everything Around me, & it's all so fucking boring Can you help me realize That 8 hours high, is far too long to spend high Smoke every night Sorry my social status Doesn't take enough priority in my life But I just want to be me I want to be happy I just want to be happy Can't you see That your expectations Will be the death of me I can hardly comprehend anything Cause everything goes dark in the end Why do I feel so alone Probably from the edible I ate an hour ago I just can't comprehend anything The cycle begins to repeat again & I can't stop it so I'll just numb it So maybe I can feel something So I'll just space out Watch time go by
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& It Repeats 02:50
I feel like I may never be happy Fake a smile for awhile Till that shit comes naturally I just want to feel again I just want my best friend not to be my ceiling When the walls come crashing down I try to speak but don't make a sound The floor crumbles beneath my feet Constant thoughts in my head on repeat These cigarettes are killing me Funny the things we love seem to be The things that kill us in the end I just hope my best friend Doesn't crumble down on top of me While the floors give out underneath my feet Yet the walls seem to hold their shape Give me comfort that there will be better days Yet my walls need to come down I need to stop lying to myself I need to work on me I just need to breathe Before the cycle repeats It repeats Over & over inside my head I want it all to stop I'll repeat the things you've said I no longer fear the dark Because I'm not afraid to die I just want to live my life One day at a time Please stop Please stop this cycle Please stop, please stop Stop

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released October 18, 2019

Thank you to everyone who has helped and supported the process of making this EP; Jayln, Anthony, Griffin and my wonderful girlfriend, Caoimhe for being my part-time sound engineer. Much love to you <3

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